Cake

I got so excited last night that I was acting like a little kid. I bet you would like to know why wouldn’t you.  Well yesterday while I was at work I wanted some cake for some odd reason I have been craving some chocolate cake and some icing. I sat there all night debating on if I was going to go to Kroger’s just to buy a cake and be fat and eat it or not. Bad thing is I got to the point of thinking about it so much that I said screw it right after work I’m getting a cake and no one is stopping me. I told people at work and they laughed at me because I wanted some cake all day. Finally at 9:30 I looked at the clock and I said very loudly “yes I get off soon yay cake.” My manager looked at me and laughed at me and said “really you’re too excited for some cake,”  and I was like I know, I haven’t had cake in a while so I get happy when I actually get to have some. At 9:56 I got to leave work and then I went straight to Kroger’s and walked to the cakes and sat there for like 10 minutes trying to decide on which one I wanted to get and then I finally found the one I wanted so I paid for it and went home and wrote on it with icing then ate some.

Doctors

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I had a good day yesterday besides my stomach was killing me so bad that I didn’t want to go to work at all, but I had to no matter what. Since my stomach has been hurting in the same spot for a week or longer I am going to the doctors today to see why it has been hurting so much. The only thing that sucks about having to go to the doctors is actually going there, only because I hate the doctors they creep me out for some odd reason. I don’t know why they do they just do since they have to know so much about yourself and your body it makes me think that it’s very weird for me. I am glad to go so I do know why and I’m not just wandering the whole time why it does and what I can do to make it stop hurting. I have always wondered why the doctors are so weird and strange. Well I guess I’ll never know because everyone has their own opinion about it just like the dentist. Oh well I guess I will see how everything goes after I go to the doctors myself, this is going to be so much fun not really.

Ashley

Ashley my best friend for 4 years now is going through a rough time with her boyfriend and I am the nice person that helps out and will make sure that everything is alright. So now since I am the nice person like that I let her stay with me last night and I will do anything to make sure she is happy. I took her to the park yesterday to hang with me, my boy, Matt O, Brett B and Courtney Long. It made her happy for a while, but then she got upset when the day went on and got later on in the night. I told her to stop being depressed I know it hurts and it will for a while, but she told me she is going to move on and not let him get her down anymore and that made me so proud of her. Finally by 9:30 last night she started getting happy because we was messing around in Kmart and making everyone look at us by running through people and almost knocking shelves over, but we stopped and went to Friches and got a giant milkshake to end the day. The only thing is the day didn’t end till 12 something when we finally went to be.

My Dad

So I went and seen my dad yesterday it was pretty good I haven’t seen him in three months so it was nice to see the old man. My dad thought it would be fun to pick on me since he hasn’t seen me since Christmas, so he was wrestling with me and then that’s when it got bad it got a little rough and he accidently dropped me from holding me. It was funny because he didn’t mean to but then again it hurt because I hit my head on the floor. So after that I got to sit there and see my dad and step mom and my cousin Cory that I haven’t seen in 2 or 3 years. It has been so long since I’ve seen him that he looks like a monkey now because of his long hair and his monster beard. My dad even calls him a monkey or a dog because he acts like one and definitely looks like one. It was fun to see my dad, step mom and my cousin again since I don’t see them as much as I would if they lived closer to me. I have to drive an hour to go see them so it’s harder to see them when I want too. Hopefully this summer I’ll be able to see them way more.

Saturday

Saturday was the best day of my life for the longest time; I got to go to the military ball and had a very fun time with my man. I got to dance with my friends and be very crazy when I wanted to be. I got to eat some really good cake and it was amazing it was nice and moist and the icing was amazing. I know I might be a little weird or random, but there were some really cute girls there and I had a fun time getting to look at them. If I could talk and have fun like I did that night I would every day. I had a really fun night hanging with my friends and my man so I’m happy I went. I am now ready for prom and to be dancing again. There is never a time I would pass up a dance as long as I didn’t have to work I would be there. Some people were having a blast and some were just there to be there but you know if you’re going to spend money to go to something like that you should at least dance and make it worth your time and not just say whatever I’m here that’s all that matters. If you think like that all that time you won’t succeed in anything you want.

Work

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I had to work last night and it was alright I mean nothing really big happened except I got to go out for break and I went to Wendy’s and got me a number 4 with some fries. It was so good I didn’t want to stop eating it I am so fat when it comes to food, but I can’t help it I love my food.  So after I got off break I had still a good night because I got all my side work I had to get done, done and out of the way so I can get ready and leave on time by ten o’clock. There is only one reason why I like to go to work and that is so I can get away and think if I need to. I am glad that I when I’m at work I can just be in my own little world and not worry about anything bugging me or putting me down. The only thing I hate about work is when I have to close at night and I have to porter the floors at night and that sucks because I always slip and fall because I am very clumsy and I can never keep my balance on wet floor no matter how hard I try, so other than that I actually like my job a little bit.

Yesterday

              

My buddy Jerry Robinson

I love my friends they are amazing I actually had a good day hanging out with my boyfriend Chase Hamlin. He makes me smile all the time and he is actually a very sweet guy and I love to be around.  My friend Jerry Robinson came up after I seen Chase yesterday and it was very nice to see him to he is constantly making me laugh with how crazy he is. He is a sweetheart he went with me to Kroger’s so I could get me some Advil for my major headache I had.  I think that if I didn’t have Jerry as a friend I probably wouldn’t be happy all the time like I am now. I am so glad I actually have friends that will make sure I am always smiling and never depressed or in a bad mood.  I’m especially thankful for having Jerry in my life he is one person that I can talk to and never be judged and can let my emotions out and he will listen to everything I say and will respond back to what I am actually saying too. All I can say about Jerry is that if I never met him I don’t think I would ever be smiling and laughing like I am so I am very happy that I did and thank you for actually talking to me buddy.

Friends

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My life at work is way different than it is at school. I am a lot more quit at work I don’t talk too much at work, but it’s not like I don’t like to talk to my friends during work I just don’t have want to talk to my friends there because a lot of them just don’t care or they are rude about everything you say. My friend Emily at work is alright she is at least one person I can talk to at work and know she won’t judge me or say anything I say. My friends at school I can talk to most of them about anything I want and they not judge anything I say or do, but if they do I just stop talking to them about the things that is important to me or that is hurting me. I also call my teachers my friends to because I know I can always talk to them and they will listen to me and give me some good advice when they know they can help me. I love all my friends and my teachers I have been able to get closer to more people now then I used to, I used to not talk to anyone just so I wasn’t judged or made fun of, but you know I just don’t care anymore about what people think about me. I’m happy that I have the people that are im my life thank you so much.

Here Recent

Here recently my friends have been here for me more and more than they normally have and I am very happy I have them in my life to keep me going. My mom has been so stressed out that it has made me stressed out and It’s getting to me so I’m glad my friends are here to make sure I don’t break and do something that is very dangerous to me or someone else in my life that I love so much.  No matter how much I end up hating my family at times I love them even when my mom is being a mean person. I still love her no matter what happens.  My mom is trying to make me have a good life and she is trying hard and I am proud of her so much for actually trying and not giving up.  My friend Chelsea is amazing she has kept me sane for the past couple days. She makes sure that I am happy and hangs with me so I don’t feel alone. My other really good friend Jerry is awesome he keeps me smiling and doesn’t ever want me to down and depressed so he tries anything he can to get me happy and smiling again. I am very happy that I have friends like that.

Friends and Family

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My life with others around me is basically all my friends and family that care about me and love me. I love everyone that wants to be around me all the time. The friends I have makes’ me happy and makes it easier to live and not be depressed all the time. My family helps me all the time to make sure I’m not depressed and makes sure that I am happy and doing alright in school. I love them all very much wouldn’t be me without my friends or family. My friends Chelsea Myers, Natalie Puening, Nicole Streder, Jackie Arnold, and many others are the reason why I am how I am. They make sure that I’m not going to do anything that will hurt me or others. My friends are the best they help me out so much they always know when I need them and will be there for me to listen to everything. My friends might not like all my decisions but they stand by my side anyways. My family is the best they make sure I am able to live and be as happy as I should be they are always helping me out when I need it.  They especially help me when I am having issues with home or when I am needing some time to talk and they just sit there and listen they don’t judge anything I tell them so I can tell them anything to get off my chest and feel better.